First Hearing

Nerve racking fear

in the midst of the pool

No one bodes me wrong

but I shake in my shoes

 

Aching, gaping hole

My heart jumps around

Get me out of here

Let me shed this skin

 

Fearful hope

Anxious expectation

 Standing out on the ledge

will I fall

 

Hanging out in the wind

will I be blown away

Standing out on the ledge

I fall into the abyss

Né de James Barry Walden

Unfinished Mural

Images shifting

hazy then clear

Brush strokes once smooth

now frenzied with fear

Sunlight casts brightness

as shadows inch near

 

Life altered canvas

empty in spaces

incomplete of hue

partially colored with right

partially colored with wrong

Not yet complete

yet beautifully masterful

 

Wanting to finish

completion so near

Paint like a sheer madman

to frame it and say

“This one’s complete now,

I’ll paint the next day”

 

Stand back gauging progress

look close see detail

Sometimes obsessing

on one certain scene

Once fully depicted

I’ll paint other themes

Né de James Barry Walden